Going to the nursery

The thought of sending zhi ying to school made me cry in the middle of the night at 2am. I couldn't sleep. I don't feel good about it as she's so active & the nursery might not be able to handle her. Before she had a fall on her nose yesterday, i was pretty happy about sending her to school. But after seeing her nose bleed and another time she nearly "dive" down the staircase, i started to feel uneasy about sending her to the nursery. But what choice have i got? I quit my job? i think i need the job. She doesn't let the maid to take care of her when mom's around. Sometimes, mom is very tired cos she's very hyperactive & too adventurous. I'm not sure if i can be a full-time mother either. Mom said zhi ying has become more active recently and love to do all kinds of dangerous stunts like jumping on the sofa, jump down to the floor with head down first as if diving into the pool. Mom has to put a mattress on the floor just incase she did it when mom look away for a second. Mom said she climbs up the staircase everyday whenever she wants few times a day to look around, laze on the bed, then go down stairs, up again, laze..few times aday. I think basically, she's feeling bored, although she has Magdelene. If i quit my job, she'll be fine. I will try to come up with different kind of games. :'( :'(..i'll still think about if i should just quit my job.