You saw us eating wantan noodles for dinner on Monday. You wanted some. I put some on your bowl. You sat on your chair looking at the bowl. Then with some courage you took a small spoon and put into your mouth. Then you shivered in pain holding tight to your cheeks and you cried. Poor baby... i felt so sorry that you had to go thru this. You couldn't take ice-cream or vitagen too. They all hurt as well. You said "wo bu ke yi chi" while crying sadly. You wanted so much but it was just too painful for you. Since Monday, You've only been drinking milk, vege soup, barley drink & plain water. You couldn't brush your teeth as well & your toungue had a white layer on it due to milk & medicine consumption.
Since we were back from Phuket, I dare not mention about Max ge ge, Carmella, Min Chee Ah Yi or Uncle James. I'm worried you'd cry and want gege to sayang you. But we can't have gege to come over cos you're very contagious. You loved gege so much. There was 1 mornign in Phuket, you woke up and asked for gege. You said "wo yao gege sayang zhi ying"..while crying. Then gege just woke up that time and came out from his room. He saw you crying & he came to our room. Then you hugged his stomach while still sobbing a little bit. Gege then put his hands around you. he looked half asleep though.
I'm so sad that we couldn't spend more time with them cos you fell sick & they are going back next Thursday - 26Aug. I'm extremely sad. But I'm also super extremely sad to see your suffer. I'm so sorry. I feel that probably it could be my carelessness that your immune system went low that allowed the HFMD virus to attack you.
I'm so sorry baby....
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